I just decided today would be a good day to start my journal that id be writing in every day to document my life. i will not edit this journal because i want it to express my exact way of life at the moment.
time before today: dropped out of hunter, just been chillin at home most of the time, smokin alot of weed. stickball season started yesturday. me and joel play together on stem. im seein a therapist once a week. just got my manual camera a week ago. dark room with jen during the week.
today:
chilled at home basically all day. it was nice as fuck outside but noone was around so i couldnt get out and really enjoy the weather. i wanted to hit. yesturday i went 0 for 3. 1 ground out 1strike out and 1 lucky fly out. so i was kinda eager to take advantage of the weather. life sucks here sucks without money, cars, and available freinds. btw, i gotta get outta this house. mom is crampin my shit!
i got a date with this girl eric hooked me up with, on wednesday. i told her i was takin her to a met game so we will see how that goes. so far shes aight, jus waitin for the turnout on wednesday to know if its potential. her name is steph.
i just came back from the gym with jed like an hour ago. im out of shape these days, i gotta put some work in. i really wanna go campin this summer and jus be in good shape.
jus rolled a vanilla dutch master. oh yes
